I have this habit of speaking what's on my mind. Almost never do I think about what the other might feel. I just have to be *honest* to the point of hurting others. And the worst part is I know I've said something wrong, start feeling really bad about it and then forget about it! But the other person continues to remember it for a long time.
How do you bite back your tongue and keep whatever it is that is on your mind, only in your head? If I do that, I feel like I'm being dishonest to myself. And I feel I can't live with that. But then, if I continue this way, I'm sure nobody would like talking to me.
I'm torn between living with myself and living up to the world's standards. Feeling really really bad. Mai aisi kyun hoon? :((
How do you bite back your tongue and keep whatever it is that is on your mind, only in your head? If I do that, I feel like I'm being dishonest to myself. And I feel I can't live with that. But then, if I continue this way, I'm sure nobody would like talking to me.
I'm torn between living with myself and living up to the world's standards. Feeling really really bad. Mai aisi kyun hoon? :((
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